I've been on an interesting journey that shifted its focus in January of 2011. Things I thought impossible have expanded before me and become reality and illusions, well, many of those had to be traded for the truth and I don't regret a single moment of that exploration. If you are very lucky or at least aware in life, you will come to know all of the ways in which we each are guided as we place our feet in sequence on the Earth and we dream this dream. We can reach straight through the vision of reality that we hold and grab onto what's real but we touch it and have no way in which to measure what we hold...no words to define...no pictures...just feeling. Its beautiful if even very difficult to understand. So, at such times a soul may grow very quiet trying to wonder if what they see is real or what they feel is real and which is more real any way. And eventually you come to a place where you realize it doesn't matter...the journey doesn't matter, the questing for truth doesn't matter and the only thing these things ever really bring you is right back to the threshold of your own door. Standing in disbelief you open the door to your soul and you're home...a place you never left and only seemed to. Without the fabric of understanding to realize what you have done, it feels a little as if you've lost your mind but the truth is, you've finally found it.
This life holds not one ounce of separation from Source. We were never cast out of the kingdom from sin. We closed our eyes and went to sleep is all we did and in a dream we forgot our starting point and what we are always surrounded by...pure, sweet and beautiful love and enough power and energy to keep creating any way we wanted to in the dreams we dream. We forget the dream is a dream even and we get lost along the way it seems but the reality is its only a mind trick we play on ourselves just for fun. And it is fun when you begin to understand there isn't much to understand other than what and who you really are...where you came from, what you've done and not in any sort of judgmental way. This life is meant to be lived for as long as you should choose to live it. There is no turning back once the journey begins, you must see it through or suffer your own admonishment somewhere down the line. The Kingdom has always been within you and never once has your connection to it and its Source ever been severed. Its a beautiful realization.
I'm off to appreciate the stars in this beautiful sky I have dreamed and I shall relish it, feel the pure joy of it, breathe in the blessed bliss of it and then I shall embark on another dream and who knows what else then. Tomorrow the Earth will still be turning and we'll see the sun in the sky and we'll do what we do every day over again and again until we're ready to go home. There is so much to do in between and so much to create and understand. Please don't misunderstand my words or their seemingly obscure meaning. There is a purpose to my rambling meandering thoughts and that is to show you that our linear progression of thoughts think things are just so but life gets infinitely more rewarding when you push the accepted boundaries of what reality is and do some exploring on your own. Immeasurable beauty will you find and come to know. Infinite wells of love and light will be there at your finger tips. You will come to know who and what you are. And for the first time in as long as you can remember, you will be more than satisfied. ~Blessings.
(c) 2012 Jaie Hart (photo, random but quite fortunate internet find)
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