Seekers on the path of spirituality often wonder how they
are faring on the path, seek confirmation and validation of their progress. If there is one thing that I’ve learned on
the seeker’s path is that there is no validation, no confirmation and sometimes
what might seem like down right obstacles to understanding. But, before you get discouraged, let me tell
you that THAT IS where the true testing and fun really begins. Many of us seek this path to spirituality for
answers about life, the truth or simply understanding our own existence. We read, we take classes and we meditate upon
puzzle after puzzle only to be left with, well, nothing. Well, maybe not just nothing as there are
some really cool things you learn about life in the process but if you’re not
careful, those things become mere distractions.
As you continue the journey and get closer to the truth, you
begin to realize you are truly seeking your own origins. I don’t want to give it all away or spoil the
fun too much because there is a lot to be learned in the journey on the
path. But nothing is more awe inspiring
than our origins. But when you sit down
with that thought – origins – and query your own mind, these feelings start to
rise and I’m not talking about emotion.
These feelings are the beginings of your greatest understanding – your
greatest teachers. You just need to
learn how to translate these feelings.
They are not easy at first but become so over time and the more time you
spend with those feelings in the quiet stillness of your own mind, the quicker
you will understand.
One of the ways that you can learn to translate much better
is to learn ways of honoring yourself, learning to be gentle with yourself and
holding the absolute highest compassion for yourself for all you’ve done, how
far or not you’ve come and what you have or have not yet learned. When you begin to understand those rising
feelings are messages to you from you it is easer to make a commitment to
self-discovery and to commit to that self-discovery through whatever path calls
to you most. Maybe it is yoga, exercise,
community interaction, classes, reading or whatever it is that calls to
you. These things that call to you do so
for a reason and that is what you must pay attention to – the stuff going on
inside of you.
Often times we must clear away many layers of negative
environmental psychology before we can begin to understand the feelings, true
feelings rising within us and that is perfect.
I suggest that you allow the process – your process to unfold as it is
unfolding and that you not seek to jump ahead of where you are because every
breath and step of the journey matters just as you matter.
In the end, you’ll be amazed at what you will begin to truly
discover. Life, light, love, infinite
compassion and intensified understanding.
But then what? Well, you just go
on living your life being the best you that you can possibly be and yes, I mean
learning to be authentically you and not just sometimes. Authenticity is the secret key that unlocks
many doors. But you have to find out who
you truly are from the inside out, not what the world or what someone else
tells you that you are. It won’t help
you to have some one say you are a magical this or that until you discover it
on your own without any interference.
Yes, there are many very good ways, courses and teachers that will help
you but they’ll only point you within and that is good. A good teacher won’t give you all of the answers
but shine the light into the dark places you must go to find your answers. This is a beautiful process and it will only
truly cost you your fear and doubt. Let
them go, you need them not one bit.
So, should you be a seeker on the path, traversing it alone
and on your own, know that you’ll find your way in perfect time. You’ll also learn that you aren’t really
alone, you only seem to be. Call on your
higher self in times of doubt or fear and go within for the answers and you
will find them. For now, I and the other
teachers on the planet will hold a space for you, one of courage, love,
compassion and light. You’ll get to
where you need to go and if you seem to fail?
So what! Get up and start over
again. Dead-ends mean nothing. Your quest to find you means everything.
Blessings of love and light.
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