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I decide in this moment to chalk it up to work stress and let it go with a breath under dark and cloudy skies. I have much to contend with and nothing will get done properly from a state of anxiety and adrenaline producing thoughts. I would much rather take a breath and let nebulous feelings go and escape into the ether with child-like wonder and meander through the stuff my dreams are made of. It is a much more serene existence when you allow the mind it's freedom to roam where ever it is it might choose. I shall engage in a bit more experimentation tonight. Another visit back into the mystery of my own time line and see what revisiting might reveal to me in terms of questions I have and true answers I seek. I do not know the outcome and I think that I'm really grateful. The effort to experiment and explore in this life are often rewarded in ways we can't fully comprehend until some time later on.
Perhaps I shall write more of the experiment later. That is, if I return with any results for my efforts. It's funny in a way, this feeling. I stand here peacefully breathing and I feel this powerful energy swirling about me. It's nearly palpable physically and yet I am untouched by it but am observing it. I do not know what it portends and am still unsure that I wish to know at all. I recall a near similar feeling from early yesterday morning while sitting in my supervisor's office. I was trying to speak when an overwhelming presence struck me that I felt to the core of my being. I was immersed completely within this energy almost as if it had wrapped itself around me and then all at once, I heard it...a single deep, rich and beautiful tone. While I somehow maintained my ability for dual focus on the within and without, I queried it's source as it lifted me up to the beginning stages of bliss. I relaxed and breathed it in and reasserted my query of origins and it intensified mere moments as if to say, "I am here, be not afraid and I am always with you." I sensed then a tinge of sadness in this presence and sent loving thoughts to it and with that sentiment it left me as quickly as it came. You'd be shocked if I told you how often this occurs and how I can tell the tones belong to different souls both incarnate and not. To be aware of your energy sensitivity and know that at that moment a soul that knows you is reaching out with thoughts of love or just thinking about you is quite a beautiful and yet also a puzzling experience. I have verified the essence of these energy visitations more times than I can count and so have come to trust them as validated. This presence was one that I was familiar with but the tone had deepened since last I felt it. I do not know what this means but I pray that whoever it is that they know that I noticed and acknowledged them fully.
When you can find and breathe in the quiet and still moments of life, you'd be amazed at what the inner world can bring you. Surrounded both physically and not with beautiful loving souls, I find that mostly I am gratefully at peace and shall pray that I will remain so this day. ~Blessings for your journey of discovery in the lives that are you this time around dear souls. Enjoy every step as you traverse this Earth. May good tidings bring you happily home to the core of the loving you!