Life is so funny sometimes when we take the lesson plan or play a bit too seriously. The obvious lessons are so well hidden in plain sight that it can take us years to see what stands plainly within the field of our vision. It makes me laugh even more to recall those moments I have been swept away in ranging emotions for trivial things. The light of love and truth has come so many times and I did not wish to see or maybe I did not have the where-with-all at the time to truly understand. But having suffered for embracing my own ignorance, I decided to step out from the darkness into the blinding clarifying light of truth - open my eyes and throw my arms open wide to embrace the love that lies deep within everything in existence I can even remotely begin to comprehend. So, back to the play I suppose it is with me. I have apparently much more to learn and in a certain area in particular. How do you search when you have found what you are looking for? You search no longer but proceed with your life and let what will be - well, be. Pretty simple huh? There is no pain in realization really. You must hold love and forgiveness for self as much as anyone else and in time you relax a little more into your own skin never minding the fact you don't look like Barbie or some famous and beautiful movie star. There is no soul who comes here without experiencing their own nightmares at least for a time. We are so much alike even though seemingly and incredibly diverse. We are one and not. We are here and elsewhere. We are shadows seeking dissipation in the light. We are everything and nothing at all. I'm okay with that. I'm really okay with that. Blessings.
(c) 2012 Jaie Hart (photo is a beautiful work of art I found on google images).